I am twenty today.
Upon this revelation that I have reached possibly the 1/5 mark on my lifespan, I have had a revelation… Naturally.
I am tired of saying no to everything without saying yes to something.
Today, my birthday wish was to chill… I usually chill, but this time I utilized the ‘birthday card’ to force my family to spend time with me.
I had cinnamon rolls and coffee for breakfast. I kicked my brother’s booty in Call of Duty. I went to the beach and had a nice nap.
Now, I am forcing myself to create. Sometimes, I have to force myself.
Here’s the thing I wish to iterate:
I want to say yes to my self. No matter what. Its a yes for me.
I want to create and travel and adventure and love and feel and do stuff.
I want to. Therefore, I will.
This is a new me. I will push my self. I will push my body. I will push until I’ve achieved, and then I will continue pushing. I have the yes, so I have to go. I can do it if I try. I just have to try.
My body loves sleep… too bad.
The only way I get what I want is if I do it myself. Therefore, I must do stuff in order to get stuff.
It makes sense.
I hope my birthday epiphany made you feel inspired in some way… if not that then entertained briefly.
I hope your day is lovely and you enjoy it. I will enjoy my day.
~may your breath always be the way you wish~