love’s a burrito pt. 2

A month has passed since the final experience with… that beloved burrito. I am back at the place of my forgotten collateral damage. It has taken me a while to mow over all that it’d meant to me, but here I am, the toilet, a distant nightmare. In this moment, I am ready for my new love.

Its simple, stand in line, order, and then wait for the creation to be bestowed upon me, but something interrupts me… that guy… THE guy. My stomach takes a tumble. It is the sudden resurgence of those memories I repressed so this experience would be enjoyable. The tension in my abdomen is an unwelcome sensation.

“You and I used to eat here all the time… I should have expected to see you”

You didn’t have walk over to me to make that clear. “The burritos are great.”

“Yeah, if you can handle explosive diarrhea”

Powers of observation are still elusive to this one, but still my face tells of the discomforts of the previous month’s events. He smiles sadly at me and his fingers touch my shoulder. My rectum recoils, but I manage a strained smile in return.

I calm myself and refocus on my life’s objective. I never received support from him in the end, so now I smile and walk away with a confident sense of ease. My abdominals release as I look to my future endeavors with opened eyes. This is a place of sanctuary. I walk towards the welcoming reception of the individual waiting to help me create my love once more.

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Fair Weather Fashion

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Fair weather days are the basic level of temperature Floridians are awarded for the winter season. Its not cold, but without a fair amount of clothing, one could get cold…

The windbreaker in the above photos is a good example of what to wear on windy days. A long sleeve underneath allows for the perfect level of warmth while the windbreaker helps fend off the inconstancy of the winds.

The three shirts below have 3 different benefits. The first is a rather thick shirt that, if the day is fair, will be just enough to keep in the body heat. The second is the ideal long sleeve that stops just past the hand and fits impeccably for the essence of comfort. The third is the perfect shirt to throw any jacket over. So whatever the temperature, choose the appropriate jacket and you shall look put together… like a well-paid suburban dad.

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Lightweight trench coats… dusters… I don’t know… Whatever they are, they are very useful for days with fair weather. They are also very good for layering once the temperature recedes past ‘fair’. Denim is also good for this purpose.

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Places to find articles like this are what I always suggest, but here: thrift shops, online(ASOS, shein, etc…), and I also have a few banana republic articles in this bit so… Check their supplies out if you wish.

I hope you all find inspiration for your life inside the thoughts from my mind. Much love to you and yours.

~may your breath always be the way you wish~

love’s a burrito pt. 1

I can’t even look at him.

He keeps going on and on about how I have made him feel these past five months and he thinks I don’t feel anything but all I feel is the intense urge to relieve myself.

“I know we’ve been though a lot, but I think it’d be better…”

What would be better is if we continued this at another time.

The past few months were wonderful, but right now, none of that matters. That sacred meal last night with all the cheese and warmth and happiness enveloped in that tortilla… It was those beans… those cursed beans.

“If I could live it all over again I would…”

You’re right… I regret nothing… The burrito was worth it all.

My face is having trouble hiding the verging catastrophe threatening to breach its blow hole, but he won’t even begin to notice. He’s talking in circles about all that we meant to him. Maybe we should break up. If he can’t see I’m in need of a trip to the stall… not that I wouldn’t enjoy stalling this. I don’t know. My prairie dog setup in my rectal region isn’t contributing any to my care for this relationship.

“Hmmm, maybe we should break up…”

 

I hope you enjoyed this flash of fiction. Parts 2 and 3 are coming soon. I hope you enjoy this day as any day and look for the beauty of every moment.

~may your breath always be the way you wish~