September 3rd 2017
I’ve been listening to Kendrick Lamar’s DAMN. nonstop. It seems to be a good sound to take in the city to. May it be a good sound for you to take in my journal entry.
Its been a while since I have felt the density that is independence. Yeah its a lot to deal with, but I think the biggest confidence booster is finding out that you can handle more than you have before.
Life is beautiful… and not just when its obvious. I am all too grateful that life is great right now, but even when its sucks… For example. The profuse vomiting out a window of a vehicle that isn’t yours will most likely not leave you feeling fulfilled. Trust me. But in the end… you go to sleep and wake in the morning a little nauseous, but able to live another day. Alive because you had friends to get you home. Alive because you had a place to go home to. And truly alive because of reasons to leave that home and live life.
I am so happy to have finally found a venue for my creativity. Art school is filled with beings just like me in the nature of creativity and acceptance and beauty and reverence.
I encourage you to live your life. Its a choice. Move forward. I promise it’s difficulties will be worth it if you feel fulfilled from the beauty of it all.
Much love to you and your life.
~may your breath always be the way you wish~